Lucky
“Lucky” was a
completely different reading experience than “The Imposter’s Daughter.” For one
thing, the narrative was constructed in a very different way. Unlike Sandell’s
graphic novel, which covered a vast portion of her life- from childhood to
mid-30’s- “Lucky” focused more on the author’s experiences of everyday, sort of
one day at a time. Bell makes a note in the introduction to explain that she
had no grand goal in mind when approaching the story, which left a lot up to
the imagination. In terms of just the illustrations, a lot was left up to the
reader to determine; this was a direct contrast to Sandell’s book. The lack of
color in any of the pictures kept the mood somewhat level in a way that after a
while it may have seemed out of place in the story to have exaggerated bursts of
emotion on the faces of the characters (like Sandell’s father being so angry
his venous eyes pop out of his head). The black and white coloring also adds
emphasis to Bell’s frame of mind. From the beginning of the story, it’s clear
that she feels empty and, if not depressed, then certainly lacking and
unfulfilled. Like the effect of the black and white pictures, much of her story
is left undisclosed as well. There was not the same sense that she was spilling
out all of her past onto the pages. Her story begins and ends basically in the
middle of her life, in the midst of a situation that does not change
drastically by the end. We as observers are never given much information
concerning her or her past, but only how she feels about circumstances in the
present. Tom is an interesting part of her story because he features
prominently, yet follows the same route as Bell in terms of remaining
undisclosed. By the end of it the only thing we know is that he is working
somewhere slicing pizza and is apparently no more content with his life than
she is. In those sorts of instances everything seems so unbearably frustrating
for her that despite the lack of them so far, I still expected Bell to suddenly
switch to more exaggerated illustrations. But the mood the author conveyed in
the illustrations remained consistent with the initial sense of emptiness. She
was so effective in bringing the reader into her day-to-day reaffirmations of
an unfulfilled life that it seems impossible that there could be any great
resolution or finality in the end. In the scene where she describes her boss at
the jewelry beading job as the “warden” and her coworkers as other “inmates”
does not add a lot of hope to her circumstances. In a way the consistent number
of frames throughout the three portions of the story adds to the effect created
by the color scheme and illustration type. Because she and the other characters
remain in the same size and shape of frame, the same number of which is on
every page, her circumstances seem sort of inescapable. A good example of this
is on pg. 19, where the note from her roommates listing all of the expensive
renovations needed is taped onto the wall and takes up as much space as the
actual characters in the other frames do. The note is smack in the center as
though there is nothing she can do to get away from it. Even thought there was
not one long, continuous plot and storyline like in the first one, the sense of
continuity in respect to her character and her character’s feelings made it
feel whole in all the same ways as the first story we read.
Bell also uses loaded signifiers to hint at what she doesn't overtly "say" about characters. When she attends a performance, she draws the MC/host(24). Later, she summarizes that performance in miniature as "cultural events" (30). She chooses a few symbols (notably flags) to stand in for the art of "fifth graders in the Bronx" (108). Does her labeling of signifiers create a particular tone (i.e. one of derision)? What kind of gestures are these "summaries"? While she may poke fun at herself, one could argue that these panels read like she is trying to be racist without being racist, queerphobic without being queerphobic, transphobic without being transphobic.
ReplyDeleteBoth points are really great. Lucy i dig the monotony of style as a way of her sense of imprisonment. She also shows herself defeated almost all the time. The list of attempts at apartments and jobs and books are like one slide after another--as you state, mimicking the same scenario over and over.
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