I feel like a lot has changed from Persepolis I in regards
to Marjane’s life. As the backdrop of imminent war begins to dissipate from her
immediate daily life, her priorities and life begins to shift. Though I don’t
think believe her worries about the war and the safety of her family members
ever leaver her heart and mind, her problems begin to resemble those dubbed,
“first world problems”. The first half of this memoir seems to be much more
preoccupied with the very things that seemed to distance her from her friends
in Iran upon her return. These
“things” consist of sex, men’s bodies, drugs and boyfriends, dating and
heartbreak. Her journey while in Vienna seems to be much more preoccupied with
what Marjane mentions on page 21, “… As an Iranian woman, before learning to
urinate like a man, I needed to learn to become a liberated and emancipated
woman.” I have been unable to conclude if her “liberation” was accomplished. In
some sense I believe it was, in the other sense, I feel like her stint with
homelessness, severe bronchitis and her return home to her parents, made me
feel like perhaps it was a bit unsuccessful. I do however feel that in many
ways she grew from these experiences and definitely returned to Iran a
different person (in age, familiarity, through experience and culturally).
Her arrival home was a sigh of relief. I felt a warm
familiarity while also a mitigating sense of worry. How would Marjane be able
to adapt? What kind of life and circumstances would surround her? We
immediately see how her experience in Vienna has in some ways made her
“different” from her peers and thus unable to relate to them. I felt mixed
about that and her old friends contradicting messages struck me with a bit of
uneasy feeling (perhaps feeling their actions and words were a bit
hypocritical… not sure).
Marjane’s “near death” experience hit me like a ton of
bricks… I think my exact reaction was, “What the hell?” It seemed so damn
random, as if it came out of nowhere. Furthermore, her “transformation” seemed
even more out of nowhere. Whatever her epiphany was through this failed suicide
attempt, I was happy to see her able to come to terms with who, where at what
she is. For me this was her turning point and this is the moment for me where
she became a woman, truly comfortable with her self.
Her confidence and self-awareness developed through her
relationships with her boyfriend and family members, school and solid
friendships. She seemed to me, to be a typical 20 something young woman, coming
of age. During this time she learns to cope with and thrive in her
surroundings. In contrast to the “class photograph” on the first pages of Persepolis I, in the class photo on page
151 in Persepolis II, the mole on her
face distinctly defines Marjane. She seems to have reached that “liberation”
and “emancipation” she spoke about earlier.
Her marriage to Reza was a circumstance that I felt could
have found its way into anyone’s home. The thing that made her decision
distinctly different were the nations influences that disabled her from say,
walking in the park with Reza as her boyfriend. I wondered without these
influences would she have made the same decision to marry him? Perhaps, perhaps
not.
Ultimately, Persepolis
II was more of simply a “coming of age” story. The focus moved away from
the historical aspect of Iran. I think it is important to note that she also
did not include an “introduction” in the beginning of Persepolis II, which makes me wonder about the purpose of II. Do
other people feel like the intro in I is applicable to II as well? Or are these
two different memoirs because, although they deal with the same lifeline, have
two distinct purposes? Many of the problems and circumstances Marjane seemed to
find herself in, many of us have probably experienced ourselves: homelessness,
drug use, partying against the will of others (perhaps parents) and wrongful
marriages (youthful but ultimately ending in divorce)… That is of course not to
say that the time and place does not have any bearing on her life. Of course
her decision to ultimately leave, or even to marry as I said was perhaps
influenced by the rules and regulations of her nation. I just wonder to what
extent? Regardless, Persepolis II
shifted, in comparison to Persepolis I,
from being a story of Iran and Marjane (and her family) and more about Marjane
becoming a woman of her own. Good for you Marjane… you are definitely a
“success” in my book, some might even say a prophet in her own right ;-)
Hi Audra,
ReplyDeleteYour questions in this blog post are fascinating and struck a few chords for me. Now I too wonder if she would have married without the political restraints. I also wondered if she would have been so willing and ready to leave the second time if she had not lived in Austria at age 14? Did she need that first experience to induce this desire to leave Iran for good? Great post!
Thanks,
MargaretS.
Audra, I had the same experience with Marjane's suicide attempt. If that hadn't happened, I think I would have dismissed her depression as standard miserable relationship mopiness, or at least as a less deep depression than it apparently was. I agree, too, that her transformation seemed sudden and fast. I found that I accepted that her depression was very serious when I looked back after seeing the suicide attempt, and that I believed that she took her survival as a sign and changed her life immediately, although that's not the way I've experienced and witnessed recovery from depression. I debated with myself whether it's simply very difficult to convey that kind of heaviness and profound realization in a very limited number of pages, panels even, or whether I just was not inferring as I should have been. It has made me examine the way I read this book, but I don't have a conclusion yet.
ReplyDeleteAll good and I agree with Rhonda in terms of the depression--she is a teen, on her own and full of self-loathing--that results in depression or depressing poetry. But the limited narrative and number of pages makes it hard to convey. In addition, because she's adult looking back, it is hard to remember she is 15. (man, the explosion just happened wtf)
ReplyDeletethe question of the 2 is interesting, but maybe not a huge point since a reader can make decisions (ala lord of the rings) what to read and how.
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