Sunday, February 24, 2013
Slippery Slope
The most striking quality of the illustration in this piece is the downward sloping of everything: noses, shoulders, jackets, faces, which after a time has the cumulative effect of making me feel slightly depressed.
Despite the color, and the laughter drawn in the goofy groups of coeds in the dorms, the direction of the lines weighs heavily; when these characters lift their chins up even a bit, it looks almost painful.
The brightest point in the story is the time recalled in hindsight --when the narrator believed Harriet's stories, and their friendship thrived. The colors are bright and simple: the matching sweaters and skirts of primary school are, fittingly, red. The story almost implies that the disbelief of others, the inability to share her story/identity/truth, killed Harriet. The sudden switching from the whole body of Lucy to an empty lot makes me feel, well, like an empty lot. (And hey, any art majors-- doesn't this look like a weirdly self annihilating face down Chagall lover flying in the air? with the night sky pillow and the bed covers like clouds? --)
Throughout the rest of the story, before and after, in the dorm, and in the midst of Harriet's odd behavior and then aftermath of her disappearance, the artist swaps Lucy and Harriet in and out of the panels in a loose and unexplained way, that creates a feeling of disorientation and disassociation. Perhaps it is the lack of connection that I find depressing.
The story is about a failure of friendship. As Lucy and Harriet grow apart, Lucy finds happiness in not believing the stories that Harriet tells herself to cope with the loss of her mother. After Harriet's disappearance disbelief becomes inadequate, (it is its own kind of absence, even though it makes room for the new) as she finds herself surrounded by people, but suffering the loss of one person who captivated her wholly.
The final frame offers some kind of resolution, Harriet's face is uplifted without the usual tension --and the narrator reclaims some identity from the act of entertaining a belief.
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What does the narrator reclaim at the end "from the act of entertaining a belief"?
ReplyDeletePerhaps only the knowledge that she was richer for believing, and knows that there is some solace in that reverie.
ReplyDeleteI love the text's grieving tone in relation to the lively (or alive in memory) image of Harriet, and the resulting tension around the degree to which that "reverie" provides "solace" in the last panel. Very poignant.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for posting this!! I seriously was trying to put a on finger on why I felt so down or weighted when I read this short memoir and you explained it perfectly.... it's the downward slopping! Ah ha moment...
ReplyDeleteI don't know why I avoided the word grief in my post. Surely you are right to name that. And on another look I see the shadows as much as the slopes.
ReplyDeleteGrief, thank you..that's it and it makes the angle of discovery so clear.
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I didn't notice it at first, or perhaps I figured it was stylistic, but there is a definite slope, or even, a droop to the characters, the body language, the facial features... it does at quite a bit of weight...
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